State of the 6 Report
Feb. 11th, 2005 04:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
newnumber6Haven't really posted anything as a general life update in a while, most of my recent posts were memes or comicstuff. Since it's long and sort of rambly, and many people probably don't care, I'll cut it.
I'm no longer in school, of course, for the first time in rather a while. So basically I've been not doing too much. I mean, I still do my job, and that pays for my rent and extra, but it's only two days a week. I'm also working some with my brother, but it's the sort where we don't actually make a whole lot of money yet but we're setting up to hopefully make much more down the line. Of course, there's also my site, which has so far made me a grand total of $2.50 or so, US, which doesn't even pay for the domain name, but hey, it gives me something to do. ;)
Still sort of depressed, such that it's hard to keep up with exercising (still managing 3 days a week, but I keep very nearly skipping one day before forcing myself to continue), and other stuff, what with (metaphorical) voices in my head saying 'what's the point' when I try to do anything. Valentine's Day coming up is the next big hurdle. Yeah, yeah, I know the mantras, meaningless commercial holiday, greeting card conspiracy, blah blah blah. I'm not going to lie. It does affect me, makes me feel worse to see everybody celebrating love while I'm alone and likely to remain that way the rest of my existence. But I'm not bitter. Doesn't help much that I don't really have anywhere to go anymore aside from the days I go to work, and semi-regular family stuff. When I had school, there was at least the possibility that something positive could happen. And hell, don't even have as much general chat as I used to, so starting to feel a bit isolated from everything.
On to happier stuff I guess, before I start to wallow. Hobbywise, I'm quite enjoying my![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
alternaljournal. Since I don't really have a RP site at the moment, it helps me work out those urges to play an alternate life, plus... it's just fun. I've got some longer range plans for it worked out, but the one day at a time nature keeps me from getting too far ahead of myself (while still keeping me on task, writing nearly every day). Haven't worked a whole lot on my Marvel Knights app, but I suspect by the time I finish it'll be a moot point - doesn't seem to be too active. Haven't had too much chance to read lately (another casualty of the lack of regular trips to school) either, but I try to do things for my own amusement, like What I'd Do Withs (currently working on one designing my own TV network, including a slate of shows I'd commission) or the previously mentioned stuffs.
Living situation is working out fairly well anyway, we may move when our lease is up, but we all get along very well with no major problems, which is as I expected and hoped, but one never knows.
So, all in all... I am, I suppose.
I'm no longer in school, of course, for the first time in rather a while. So basically I've been not doing too much. I mean, I still do my job, and that pays for my rent and extra, but it's only two days a week. I'm also working some with my brother, but it's the sort where we don't actually make a whole lot of money yet but we're setting up to hopefully make much more down the line. Of course, there's also my site, which has so far made me a grand total of $2.50 or so, US, which doesn't even pay for the domain name, but hey, it gives me something to do. ;)
Still sort of depressed, such that it's hard to keep up with exercising (still managing 3 days a week, but I keep very nearly skipping one day before forcing myself to continue), and other stuff, what with (metaphorical) voices in my head saying 'what's the point' when I try to do anything. Valentine's Day coming up is the next big hurdle. Yeah, yeah, I know the mantras, meaningless commercial holiday, greeting card conspiracy, blah blah blah. I'm not going to lie. It does affect me, makes me feel worse to see everybody celebrating love while I'm alone and likely to remain that way the rest of my existence. But I'm not bitter. Doesn't help much that I don't really have anywhere to go anymore aside from the days I go to work, and semi-regular family stuff. When I had school, there was at least the possibility that something positive could happen. And hell, don't even have as much general chat as I used to, so starting to feel a bit isolated from everything.
On to happier stuff I guess, before I start to wallow. Hobbywise, I'm quite enjoying my
alternaljournal. Since I don't really have a RP site at the moment, it helps me work out those urges to play an alternate life, plus... it's just fun. I've got some longer range plans for it worked out, but the one day at a time nature keeps me from getting too far ahead of myself (while still keeping me on task, writing nearly every day). Haven't worked a whole lot on my Marvel Knights app, but I suspect by the time I finish it'll be a moot point - doesn't seem to be too active. Haven't had too much chance to read lately (another casualty of the lack of regular trips to school) either, but I try to do things for my own amusement, like What I'd Do Withs (currently working on one designing my own TV network, including a slate of shows I'd commission) or the previously mentioned stuffs. Living situation is working out fairly well anyway, we may move when our lease is up, but we all get along very well with no major problems, which is as I expected and hoped, but one never knows.
So, all in all... I am, I suppose.
