University
Sep. 24th, 2004 09:02 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
newnumber6So, yeah, I've reached that annoying point in the term where all the doubts creep up. Where I realize that I have no idea what I'm doing and don't think I can pass, and realize that I don't even really want to pass anymore since I'm not even doing this for me anymore. And then guilt, for that.
So we'll see. Sometimes it passes and I do really well. Sometimes it doesn't, and I wind up dropping the course. Of course, this time is a little different, since I'm only taking the one course, and I've tried taking it before but couldn't 'get' it. So, I'll try my best, but, I think, pass or fail this is my last course. If I pass, I'm done (assuming I counted my courses correctly. If not I'm at least through the hardest required course so I wouldn't be too opposed to going back for an easier course). If I fail, I'm done too, just in a different way.
So we'll see. Sometimes it passes and I do really well. Sometimes it doesn't, and I wind up dropping the course. Of course, this time is a little different, since I'm only taking the one course, and I've tried taking it before but couldn't 'get' it. So, I'll try my best, but, I think, pass or fail this is my last course. If I pass, I'm done (assuming I counted my courses correctly. If not I'm at least through the hardest required course so I wouldn't be too opposed to going back for an easier course). If I fail, I'm done too, just in a different way.
